Love ♥

Get over him. he's not even worth it. he is not worth your time or your tears. yeah, you loved him, i know that. & i know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, i get that. i've been there. but why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out & wondering where he is & who he's with. do you honestly think he is thinking about you? no. sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in & out of love with other girls. yeah, you're going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. prepare yourself, because straight up; it's gonna hurt. he will hold her a little closer, & squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you're watching. he knows it's killing you; & that's why he will do it. don't let him get to you because that, well that's exactly what he wants. don't give him what he wants. he doesn't even deserve it. so what if he doesn't talk to you? do you honestly wanna be friends with him anyway? thing is, i know you still do. but give it time. because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend & just try & make you jealous, & really do you want to hear that? no. so screw him & his girlfriend. he will be sorry, trustme. when he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him. with that huge grin on your face & your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. & how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. he will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you, when he decided that he just did not love you the same. trust me, he will be sorry. so don't go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you'll never get. or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. he likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, & he does it out of spite just because he knows it's killing you. when he walks past you in the hallways, he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he only does that because he knows somewhere deep inside you, it will hurt. i'm not gonna lie to you. it will hurt. it will hurt a lot. but it will hurt even more when you see her name & hoe much he loves her in his profile. it's all going to hurt. knowing you're not the girl thats making him smile. knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up, & the last person he thinks of just before he goes to sleep. knowing you're not the face on his wallpaper. knowing you won't be spending every single moment possible with him. knowing there's not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. & you know what? today, tomorrow, next week, or maybe months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. but trust me; he's got too much pride. even if he wanted to get back together with you, he wouldn't tell you. you're soon going to realize he doesn't care about you anymore & he won't be the first person you think of calling when you're upset. he won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. & yeah, it's going to hurt; it's going to hurt a lot. but you know what you're going to do? you're going to hold your head up. you're going to show him you're better off without him, & you don't need him in your life. you're going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting you go, & that you never really needed him anyway.